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Essay / Feelings Before College Life Starts
Nothing outdoors comes to mind right now, even though I know I've already pushed myself out of my comfort zone. I now think back to when I left for college. I was definitely ready to get out of the house and start my next adventure, but it was still scary and different. My comfort zone was at home with my family, friends and my dog Sadie, and the risk zone was a new city and a new room with new friends, new classes and lots of NEW experiences. Say no to plagiarism. Get a tailor-made essay on “Why Violent Video Games Should Not Be Banned”? Get an original essay The only time this situation sent me into a panic zone was the day I was leaving; I thought I had more time to get ready than I actually did, but my parents had a strict schedule that day. I can usually handle being rushed, but when my mom told me I only had twenty minutes left to say goodbye to everything, I immediately felt unprepared, scared, reluctant, and panicked. But I still got in the car and drove to college and unpacked all my things and said goodbye to my parents. It was a particularly difficult day and it still makes me sad when I think about it - but if I had been too scared to leave the house, I wouldn't be here now! I have done so many fantastic things since I started school. I have learned a lot about myself over the past few months. Now I'm better at packing and preparing when I get home. Going to new places isn't as intimidating either, because I know I can settle in and make new friends quite easily. Here's a good one - when I fell off my bike a few weeks ago. I was rushing to class and the floor was slippery from the storm the night before. I started going down a hill and got scared at how fast I was going. I slammed on the brakes as I tried to turn, and my tires skidded and the bike slid out from under me! The bike landed in a creek, I landed face first in the concrete. My arms, face and legs - as well as my ego - were pretty bruised. The rest of the day was very confusing and blurry as I'm pretty sure I had a minor concussion. As I healed over the next few weeks, I stayed away from my bike. It's like I had PTSD and couldn't get over it, until one day I decided I was tired of walking to class. Getting back on my bike was strange, it was like I had forgotten how to ride it. I felt very shaky and unsure, and I rode very slowly that first day. But I gradually got used to it again, and now I cycle regularly as before the accident. If I had been too scared to get back on my bike, I would still be walking to class every day, and my bike would be laughing at me every time I passed the rack outside my dorm. But I gained enough confidence to face my fear and conquered it again. It was interesting how long it took me to get over my “shell shock” and how weird it was to start riding again. I still don't ride as fast as before, but that's because my bike suffered damage from the accident and is no longer as dependent. Now I know that if I ever face something scary, intimidating, or difficult, I will be able to incorporate my strategy for dealing with my anxiety. I can apply this strategy whenever I learn about travel! Maybe even if I..