I'm absolutely nervous about my situation, I can't take it anymore, I'm lost in this world and I don't know what to do. I need someone to help me but I can't trust anyone except you. Gatsby has been on my mind all day, all the moments between us have made me sad, but no, I can't let go because of this. Do you understand me darling? It's not so easy to walk out of my life and leave my whole life planned here as nothing when I started to get used to it. Oh my God, running away with Gatsby was a bad idea all along when we were young; I knew this whole process would bring even more problems into my life, but I was stupid enough to follow it. It started when I first met Gatsby, he was a handsome soldier who took full interest in me and I was the center of attention in my entire school. I decided to accept it at that time, even though I knew it would not improve my economic condition, everyone could notice that he was not rich. Afterwards, I don't really remember how it happened, but I was extremely in love with him, every little aspect, every little act coming from him was magnificent. So, do you know what happened? Oh honey, how could I explain, I don't know where my mind was. Gatsby and I tried to leave the country and start a new life together, but honey, it wasn't possible. My stupid family was behind me after every step I took, I really couldn't do anything independently, which ultimately didn't help me at all. Back to my point, do you know what happened next? I cried and cried until I drowned in my own tears, sad because Gatsby had left me here and gone to war, with nothing, just me, oh my God, it was so sad. I was deeply hurt. But this is my situation now; after my injury I didn't...... middle of paper ...... killed makes me so sad; but my feelings are closed to everyone, I must continue my life; happy and peaceful. I always have to pretend like there's no problem, my own little world makes me feel good, makes me feel powerful. So Tom and I decided not to go to Gatsby's funeral, to forget our past and start a new beginning. We plan to focus more on our relationship by strengthening setting an example for my daughter, even though I know Tom is not a reliable person. I need to move on, I can't stay here crying like years ago, not again. We are planning a trip to Hawaii, far from here, to forget our problems. Finally, we plan to return when every little memory is gone. So yes, I'm leaving for a few years; for any small details, call me or send me a letter. I love you very much and please stay in touch.