We have all been there, in the training course, to listen to the success stories of the supervisors, and how this job can be a stepping stone to something bigger and better. best... "psh yeah that's true" I thought. Once I left OJT, I moved at night, my supervisor took me to an office to tell me that if I continue doing what I'm doing I'll be a mentor. I waited and waited and heard nothing more and left it at that. I moved in the morning and a supervisor immediately promoted me to mentor; at this point I didn't think anything more could come from it. A few weeks later I was a team leader, again nothing more would come of it, because I never lived a difficult life and that's all I knew, there is no no happy ending here for me. I arrived at work one day and was told I was applying for the Senior Team Leader position and there was no question about it. I have completed my CV and cover letter, but why? Who am I to think I can be a senior team leader? I'm not confident enough, hell, I don't know what I'm doing. Well, I went through my resume and cover letter just to think about it. The day of my interview I was excited, I "knew" I wouldn't get the job, but secretly I wanted it, but again, it's not something I'm cut out for, and I won't get it either, so why am I excited? I felt like my interview went well, but then again, I barely made it through high school, I'm not smart enough, I probably bombed the interview, and I'm not than that.