The enemy has been using the same tactics against me for some time now, to the point where I have difficulty distinguishing what is me and what is him. To be honest, this is all a mental game. I truly believe that I am truly the guy who is the opposite of my normal activities. Needless to say, my mental mind must control who and what God wants me to be. Honestly, I believe Satan wants me to believe that I am mentally unstable so that he can control myself mentally. I see this is the case, Satan is really trying to take away from us one of the things that God knows we will function well or poorly after. Imagine that our body is a model of a car and that our brain coexists with our thoughts like the engine does for a car. Without a motor, all you have is a well-assembled car chassis that is unusable without a motor. This is where I found myself at a crossroads to fully commit to God or give in to my mental agony and watch life slap me in the face again and again. The reason I believe the struggle is to improve my mindset is because there is something unique about the way I think and process things. At...